lovE it or lEavE it alonE

22

2006-08-21T11:39:00.000+07:00

today
i am 22 y.o.
how quickly i grew

i found a new hope and dreamed a new life
people i met and new friends i made
sometime i just miss the good old days
but i’ll see what the future has in store
Life is hope and hope gives life

image source: flickr

anothEr bull-hEadEd from francE

2006-08-19T14:27:00.000+07:00

after what zidane did...
now look what miss france did...

back again

2006-08-11T13:22:00.000+07:00

it's been so long i havent posting on blog....

yes...i've been so busy with my job *liar* :D
and so some of my friends too
i usually have a chat with champ and songvuth...
but lately they are also busy with their summer vacation....
champ went to disney world with his family
and songvuth went home to his parents house....
spending time at the backyard did golf driving again *yes he's wearing flip flop on the pic he even wear those on winter*....
but he doesnt want to be another tiger wood b/c afraid of the sun will make him wrinkle and he has to carried some heavy bag...lol...
and now.....
they back to the same old routine and everynight they went back from their daily activities *while i am just start it*.....
we share our stories and our day....
having some conversation that can make me feel not bored at the office....

champ....
have fun with ur Dan and ur two jobs...and Happy early Birthday....
songvuth....
after you back to your apartement you dont have to sneaked out again ;p
me....
get back to work !!!!!!!!!!!!!

rEcEh

2006-07-17T15:31:00.001+07:00

<>selalu timbul perasaan dilema setiap kali naik angkot danmelewati tepat di perempatan jalan dimana terdapat para pengamen atau peminta-minta yang tidak jarang dari mereka adalah anak-anak kecil.

<>apa harus saya memberi mereka uang receh atau tidak

<>
dilema itu muncul karena timbulnya pertanyaan "akan mereka apakan uang itu nantinya".

satu sisi berpikir mungkin mereka memang membutuhkan uang itu untuk kebutuhan mereka tetap bertahan hidup.

satu sisi lain berpikir mungkin mereka akan gunakan uang itu untuk kebutuhan "kesenangan" mereka.

bisa saja saya hanya memberi tanpa berpikir akan mereka gunakan untuk apa uang itu nantinya. namun, apa harus selalu kita beri walaupun uang receh???.

mari berasumsi....

menurut data statistik terdapat 68 rute angkot di bandung saat ini. jika setiap rutenya diasumsikan terdapat 50 unit angkot dan jika dalam satu angkot mereka mendapat 500 rupiah maka dalam satu rute angkot satu orang akan mendapat 25.000 per angkot per satu kali perjalanan. yang saya tau satu angkot bisa melalui jalur yang sama sampai 10 kali perhari maka dalam satu hari saja pada asumsi tersebut mereka bisa mendapat 250.000 bayangkan dengan terdapatnya 68 rute tersebut.

tentu saja ini hanya sekedar asumsi.....

mungkin kenyataannya tidak sama. tapi mengapa kita tidak mencoba mencari jalan lain selain memberi mereka receh.

mungkin dengan bantuan beberapa pihak setiap receh tersebut dapat membantu pendirian rumah singgah atau secara jelas memberikan mereka uang pendidikan.

photo source: flickr

nadinE

2006-07-16T19:51:00.000+07:00

Nadine Chandrawinata....
Puteri indonesia 2005....
for....
Miss Universe 2006....
yang menjadi kontroversi puteri indonesia kali ini di ajang miss universe adalah bukan soal keikutsertaannya .....
melainkan.....
video wawancara nadine dengan bahasa inggris yang kurang baik.....
yah....
seperti hanya saya....
beberapa post ditulis dengan bahasa inggris karena sebagian teman saya tidak akan mengerti dengan bahasa indonesia.....
setidaknya saya berusaha agar mereka mengerti begitu juga nadine.....
setidaknya dia berusaha agar sebagian orang sejagat mengerti apa yang dia sampaikan tanpa harus melalui interpreter yang biasa dipakai oleh beberapa orang kontestan....
hmmm.....
apa karena kontroversi itu sekarang dia menjadi nomor satu di polling
missosology
well go there and vote for here too
support one girl that will bring a huge good effect to indonesia from the international community

and about this stuff

my admirer is mother theresa ...even mother theresa already admirer her...lol...

indonesia is a beautiful city...hello....even people out there think Bali is a country....

indonesia has a lot of beaches *bitches???*....yeah shut up u all bitches....

go.....

Nadine.....

photo source: miss universe

pEnis

2006-07-11T21:11:00.000+07:00

hahahahaha.....

i put my name on.....

then.....

here's what i got......

Your Penis Name Is...

Mr. Big

mr. big huh.....

remind me of a joke that the ladies in my office always tease on me....

"anaconda".....

hahahaha.....

source: blogthings

supEr hEro

2006-07-06T11:08:00.000+07:00

while people talk about superman *that i havent watched it..yet*
let me give u a teaser trailer of spiderman 3....lol....
that released on june 27th 2006....
and will be play in theater next year :(....
a specimen from the moon gives Spider-man new powers and a black suit....
i think the black suit look cool....
oh....
news flash....
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest will release this week....
whooot...whooot...
i am so excited about it....

video source : youtube

blood typE vs pErsonality

2006-07-05T16:48:00.000+07:00

TYPE A

Best Traits: Conservative, reserved, patient, punctual, perfectionist and good with plants.
Worst Traits: Introverted, obsessive, stubborn, self conscious, and uptight.
Famous As: George H. W. Bush, Ayumi Hamasaki, O. J. Simpson, Britney Spears, Alan Alda, Adolf Hitler, Lyndon B. Johnson, Richard Nixon

TYPE B

Best Traits: Creative and passionate. Animal loving. Optimistic and flexible.
Worst Traits: Forgetful, irresponsible, individualist.
Famous Bs: Akira Kurosawa, Jack Nicholson, Luciano Pavarotti, Tom Selleck, Mia Farrow, Paul McCartney, Leonardo DiCaprio

TYPE AB

Best Traits: Cool, controlled, rational. Sociable and popular. Empathic.
Worst Traits: Aloof, critical, indecisive and unforgiving.
Famous ABs: John F. Kennedy, Marilyn Monroe, Mick Jagger, Thomas Edison, Bob Sapp

TYPE O

Best Traits: Ambitious, athletic, robust and self-confident. Natural leaders
Worst Traits: Arrogant, vain and insensitive. Ruthless
Famous Os: Ronald Reagan, Queen Elizabeth, John Lennon, Paul Newman, Elvis Presley, Gerald Ford, Mikhail Gorbachev, Al Capone

source : wikipedia

mine is A.....
some are fit with my personality.....
some other are.....
hmmmm.....

imogEn hEap .::. goodnight and go

2006-06-28T18:30:00.000+07:00

there's some words that i luv from this song....

""Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go""

yes....why u have to be so cute ;p

summEr

2006-06-27T13:01:00.000+07:00

Wanna know how to get out of boredom....
makes a cake....
well....
at least that what champ did to get out of his boredom....
he made summer....
that's what he named his cake....

champ promise me will make me one for my birthday....
but how can i get it....
while i am thousand miles away from him....
maybe he can make me one....
and share it with his friends to celebrate my birthday....
lol...

dEja vu

2006-06-26T19:03:00.000+07:00

i heard a new song from beyonce "deja vu"....
then....
my boss come to me and he said....
"i feel deja vu"....
what's deja vu all about....
wikipedia
said about deja vu....
The term déjà vu (French: "already seen", also called paramnesia) describes the experience of feeling that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously....
he experience of déjà vu is usually accompanied by a compelling sense of familiarity, and also a sense of "eerieness," "strangeness," or "weirdness." The "previous" experience is most frequently attributed to a dream, although in some cases there is a firm sense that the experience "genuinely happened" in the past.....
.....
i felt deja vu many times....
is it really deja vu or....
it just me who always doing the same thing everyday so....
everything that i do everyday feels the same
lol....

grandfathEr

2006-06-25T15:53:00.000+07:00

last night....
i went out and get into a public transportation (read: angkot..lol)....

and there's an old men in it....
and he started to made a conversation by asking me....
"will this go to the next trafic light?"....
and after that question a little conversation began....
we talked about world cup at that time....
until now....
i only knew one step grandpa....
we were not really close....
but he still remind me everytime we met....
even we were not oftenly met....
maybe b/c my "weird" issue thing that he will always keep remember....
but he passed away last year....
i miss my grandpa and also my grandma....

cutiE

2006-06-22T17:44:00.000+07:00

babe....
honey....
darling....
sweety....
baby....
dear....

uuuuh....i hate when people said that to me....

S-T-R-E-S-S

2006-06-20T19:19:00.000+07:00

So many thing need to get done today at the office
Throat, tounge and ear kinda bother me lately
Relaxing my mind it's all i wanna do right now
Energize by eat sandwich is not enough
Songvuth and Champ didnt talked much lately
Someone out there thanks for make me smile

convErsation mE and V who looking for a girl

2006-06-16T08:20:00.000+07:00

v: self confy gw sempet turun !!
e: napa?
v: koq gw segitu ga lakunya ya??!!
e: yeah....gmn mo laku...lo nya aja nurunin diri lo sendiri kayak gt
v: kagak koq....
v: nurunin gmn?
e: yah.....lo nya aja ngerasa diri lo gak laku...
e: gmn mo laku
v: itu bukan sebuah penilaian...
v: ataupun pernyataan
v: itu pertanyaan
e: kayak produk aja laku gak laku
v: hehehe
e: mmmm....klo lo ibarat produk ....lo mo mass product yg bisa dibeli siapa aja, kapan aja, trus cepet dibuang atau ekslusif produk yg cuma bisa di dapet ama org tertentu dan emang buat dipake lama
v: analogi bagus...
v: tinggal gw milih mau jadi produk mana!!
e: hehehehe...iya....mercedes taun 70an aja biar udah tua laku ama anak muda.....jd ibarat org....usia 70an klo high class laku ama yg muda
e: hiks...hiks...
v: analogi yg membuat ngedrop
v: ga harus nunggu ampe 70 thn ya !!

friEnds circlE connEction

2006-06-15T18:47:00.000+07:00

i was talking with my coworker last night....
conversation after conversation.....
then i named one person name....
then i found out that friend of mine is also his friend.....
world is so small.....
it's not the first time i found out this kinda friends circle....
many of this connection i found out from on line services.....
that's true that internet brings world smaller.....
who else will i find out???....

i knEw i lovEd u bEforE i mEt u

2006-06-12T11:48:00.000+07:00

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion

"I Knew I Loved You .::.  Savage Garden"

controvErsy

2006-06-09T13:22:00.000+07:00

gosh.....

i never knew if i have this mohawk hair style....
and wearing this kinda jeans....will got a lot of attention from people in my office....
am i too stylish for them???.....
hahahahaha.....

covErsation mE and chickEnpox

2006-06-08T19:14:00.000+07:00

a conversation of....
a boring guy at the office....
and....
a boring guy whos got chickenpox....

M: we do commit, sincere n loyal for eachother

M: i believe him

E: good then

E: i mean...if u *corrected* they only looking for a sex why they need a boyfriend

M: honey...some people never mix sex between relationship

E: yes i know

M: like me...sex is number "i don't know" but it is still much more important but not as much as relationship itself

E: but why they should tag them as boyfriend then broke up in the next day

M: everybody has their own style treating their relationship

M: for me relationsip is about loving n caring, communicating by believing eachother

M: if i'm looking for sex only...i won't take this long distance relationship which..u know...we can't have sex as many as we want

E: yes......that's what i mean

M: but for some people...like my friend...he can't have not having sex more than 7 days

M: so i consider he can't have longdistance relationship

E: but mostly......they be a boyfriend only for the sex then broke up if it didnt work.....i mean if what they looking for just sex why they have to be boyfriend?.....dun they know something call "hook up" or even "one night stand"?????

M: i consider he value sex as much important as his regular activities or his relationship it self

M: of course they do know a "hook-up"

M: a "hookup" thing n ONS but don't think if somone has just started his relationship n then break up in the next 7 days, they look for sex

M: that could be love don't match for eachother

E: yes...agree by that

M: how bout u?

M: what do u look for from love?

after that question i keep silence....
sceptically of love??? could be.....

lovE

2006-06-06T12:55:00.000+07:00

i named this blog....
"love it or leave it alone"....
but i dont know why....
i think i have an issue with the first word on that sentence....
do i have a relationship issue???....
or i am just to afraid of that word....
it's great to be love....
but i always get scare when someone said "love" to me....
isnt "love" a complex word???.....

monkEys' words

2006-05-27T15:11:00.000+07:00

every sunset
gives us one day less to live
but
every sunrise
gives us one day more to hope
.......
friendship is a promise made in the heart
silent
unwritten
unbreakable by distance
unchangable by time
......
B-egin ur day with
L-ove in ur heart
E-xpect blessing
S-hare goodness
S-hine like the sun
I-nspiring someone
N-ever forget that
G-OD is with you all the time
......
a genuine friend
cares without condition
gives without hesitation
understand without explaination
remembers without communication
......
geography teachers say
we need maps to find treasure
but they lied
because even without a map
i found you
......
life is not a problem to be solved
but a gift to be enjoyed
......

thanks for those texted that you sent to me...
some are cheesy but it can brighten up my days...

summEr hair

2006-05-26T18:45:00.000+07:00

i've just realize of this fenomena....
some of my friends abroad....
some of them already having their summer break time right now....
and one thing that i saw with their look on summer break is....
they are dying their hair on summer....
well....
isnt it what summer break all about???....
have fun you all this summer break....
or earn some bucks and fix your grade..lol..

officE madnEss

2006-05-24T19:02:00.000+07:00

aaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh....
so many things need to be fix and get done at the office right now....
it has taken everything in my life....
i've ignored my friends....
i didnt have "me" time again....
it even become a nightmare in my sleep....
but everything i do now....
hope it will bring us to be more better....

thE dark cloud ovEr mE

2006-05-22T12:39:00.000+07:00

it's cloudy and cold out there....
and i feel the same thing too with the weather outside....
feel so cold....
feel so empty....

adult tEEnagEr

2006-05-19T15:47:00.000+07:00

so....

last night i've got a called from my friend....

in the middle of conversation....
he said....
"no doubt people call you teenager....your voice sound like a teenager"
ouch....
i hate when people think that i am a teenager
the sales person at the mall used to offer me a product because she thought that i was a junior high school student....
my friends said that i look cute and sweet like a teenager....
a high school girl add me on myspace and thought that i was only 16....
my coworker at the office thought that i was only 19....
i cant get in to the club before i show my ID because they will think i am an underage boy....
some people said that i should thankfully for that....
but not at this present time guys....

sElf potEntial

2006-05-19T13:02:00.000+07:00

smokE mE

2006-05-18T15:29:00.000+07:00

Today....
friend of mine confessed to me....
feel sorry....
because his being bad by smoking....
It's a good thing that he realized that smoking is not good for him....
but so many people smoke for many reason....
my friend did that for socializing, he even didnt know how to smoke....
but most people i know they are smoking to make feel better....
if u are a smoker....
why did you smoke???....

a new behavior

2006-05-17T17:03:00.000+07:00

currently i have a new behavior....

i eat a lot when i get mad or stress....
it supposed to be a good thing considering that i want to gain my weight so it will look great if i build the muscle lol....
but the bad thing is i am not born with that gen....
i have a quick metabolism with my body so no matter how much food i eat it will quickly burned....

try to be me....

2006-05-17T16:39:00.000+07:00

this blog could become an online journal of true stories of my life....
most people said that i am mysterious...
there are so many things inside in me that people never knew that i have it....
there are so many things going on with me....
i never stuck with a thing....
i like to learn and try many things in this world....
maybe that's what influenced my life....
my life can be like day and night....